SteveNOTsolostandlonelyinlondon

How it is. Occassional thoughts, occassional moments, from a London gay man... 'A perfect day, a perfect night..' If only... I`m all fingers 'n' thumbs...

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Chilled cd-aholic, music,reading, travel, socialising,chatting to everybody about all sorts of bizarre stuff, but always with a big grin ;) oh and being gay, though it`s not a profession; just who i am :)

Thursday, September 22, 2005

hahahahaha....

Britney 'drives shop staff crazy'

Britney Spears has topped a chart of the most irritating singer for shop workers to listen to while at work.
A poll of 1,400 staff by recruitment website Retailchoice also found employees named Usher and Kylie Minogue as annoying artists.
Almost half of those quizzed added that customers had also complained about loud in store music driving them mad.
And a third of the respondents said they had to put up with the same CD being played up to 20 times a week.

TOP 10 ANNOYING SINGERS*

Britney Spears
Usher
Kylie Minogue
50 Cent
Robbie Williams
Akon
Beyonce
Blue
Justin Timberlake
Michael Jackson


This enforced listening to annoying music was suffered most by staff working in fashion and shoe shops.
Not surprisingly, the singers thought to be most annoying were also those whose records were played time and time again.
The poll also discovered that Christmas was the most testing time, with workers having to endure the continual playing of Jingle Bells, White Christmas, and Slade's Merry Christmas Everyone.


Hahaha!
How very true :)

S xx

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

questions...

From my mate Ryan in Atlanta http://boyonboy.blogspot.com

`I got an email from another blogger and he asked me 10 questions. I thought they were cool questions and thought I would answer them on here and challenge anybody that wants to answer them and post them on your blog or in the comments here`.

Hence.....

1. What State was you born in? Middlesex, London, UK.

2. Where was your Parents born? Mum - Southall, West London, Dad - Treforest, South Wales.

3. Any Brothers or Sisters? None.

4. Grandparents still alive? No.

5. You play any sports? Cycle to work (4.5 miles each way daily) apart from that no, I am not into sports at all.

6. Closer to your Mom or Dad? Neither.

7. Have any pets? No, not anymore but when i did it was generally dogs and a rabbit too.

8. Plan on getting or are you married? No.

9. Favorite Actor? Stephen Dorff.

10. Favorite talk show host? Don`t have one...

:)

S xx

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Friends and love

BLINK 182 - `ALWAYS`


I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me , hold you, touch you, feel you.
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night.
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit
I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights
I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here, I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you ,feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night .

Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you.
Always
Kiss you taste you, all night,
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Always
Always

EMOTION, indeed...yes...

S xx

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sylvian Emotion part 2

David Sylvian - Cafe Europa

They fired off the first shot
So we're on our feet and running
We're re-writing all the textbooks
In the process of becoming
There's so much to live for
If we stop putting up a fight
There's a place for every story
And this one starts with us tonight

Let me take you down
To Cafe Europa
There's so much to be found
So much to discover
Let me take you down
To Cafe Europa
There's so much to be found
I won't let you down

We're travelling by moonlight
From London to the Highlands
We lose ourselves in inner cities
In the hope of re-defining
The space that surrounds us
What an emptiness within
It's all in the papers
The boy's in love again

Always arriving
Headlights lit up from coast to coast
Empty days full to bursting
With the names of the people and places
We miss the most

I'm taking the last train
Flying the last flight
I'm calling on the angels
And letting in the sunlight

Let me take you down
To Cafe Europa
There's so much to be found
So much to discover
Let me take you down
To Cafe Europa
There's so much to be found
I won't let you down
I won't let you down

Let me take you down
To Cafe Europa
To Cafe Europa
Theres so much to be found
So much to discover
Let me take you down
Cafe Europa
Cafe Europa

It's the heart that has been broken
Finds the truth in what is spoken
Cafe Europa
Cafe Europa
Let me take you down...

God i LOVE this song! The sort of deeply emotive music (and lyric), that should be listened to with a few candles in the room while the rain beats a steady pattern at the window pane...while you have that special person enveloped in your arms...if only.

www.davidsylvian.net


S xx

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

History

Uncertain future for East Germany
By Ben Bradshaw BBC News, Hof


This From Our Own Correspondent was first broadcast on 3 October, 1989.

As East German President Erich Honecker prepared to welcome his Russian counterpart, Mikhail Gorbachev, to Berlin, trainloads of East Germans fled to the West as Hungary and Poland relaxed their border controls. The Iron Curtain was down......

It is quite difficult for an Englishman to understand the emotions that were unleashed on Hof's railway station in the early hours of Sunday morning.
We do not have a minefield and fences running down the middle of our country.
We do not have a wall cutting our former capital in half.

I think anyone would have been moved by the scenes that changed a cold, dank, autumnal Sunday in a north Bavarian town into a world event.
Going or staying is a dilemma that enters the minds of even the most steadfast East Germans Train after train arrived to tumultuous applause. Those on board, men and women, weeping copious tears of joy and relief.
They had arrived at last.

Some of them had waited years, had repeated applications to leave turned down.
Others had jumped on the bandwagon at the last minute. They had heard what was about to happen and they had taken their chance.
Going or staying is a dilemma that enters the minds of even the most steadfast East Germans.
The difference is usually they do not have a choice.

Exodus

It was not just the arrivals at Hof who wore their emotions on their sleeves.
The local people turned out in their hundreds to welcome them.
Stout men and women in their Sunday best, twice or three times the average age of those getting off the trains, wept as they clapped. "These are our people, free at last," they said.

East Germany's citizens enjoyed, as they still do enjoy, the highest standard of living in the communist world And still the exodus goes on.
The movement over the border between Hungary and Austria continues and what many people forget is that those leaving East Germany legally this year will number more than at any time since 1961 and the building of the Berlin Wall.
And here of course is the crunch. The Berlin Wall did its job so successfully that many commentators say East Germany only really began after its construction.

International recognition

Erich Honecker led East Germany from 1971 to 1989It was after 1961 that the country managed to establish some form of stability.
Its doctors and engineers were not running off to the West.
It became the showpiece of the Eastern Bloc, 10th in the World Bank league of international economies.
Its citizens enjoyed, as they still do enjoy, the highest standard of living in the communist world.
Many of those leaving East Germany at the moment profess to be doing so for political reasons Then came the longed-for international recognition in the early seventies, when Western countries, apart from West Germany, established embassies in East Berlin.
So, little East Germany with its population of just over 16 million, proud of its Prussian and Saxon ancestry, flourished in relative terms.
But a concerted effort by its government to cultivate some kind of East German national consciousness failed.
For most East Germans their condition remained an artificial one.
They did not compare their lives with those of the Poles, Czechoslovaks or Russians, but with those of their German cousins in the West. Cousins who drove a BMW and took three foreign holidays a year in countries of their choice.

Opening borders

Many of those leaving East Germany at the moment profess to be doing so for political reasons.
There is no reason to doubt them. But for others the incentive is more basic.
One 40-year-old arrival in Hof told me: "I've been working my guts out for 20 years and what have I got to show for it - a Lada."
East Germany has survived by keeping its people in.
It must not be assumed that all East Germans want to go West. Many do not It has been able to do so because it was a part of a solid political and military bloc in a divided world, and in which its allies played ball.
But in rapidly changing central Europe they, Hungary and Poland at least, are no longer willing to do so.
By tearing down its border fence with Austria and saying East Germans could come and go as they please, Hungary in effect tore down the Berlin Wall.

Difficult reforms

It must not be assumed that all East Germans want to go West. Many do not.
Among them are the leaders of the numerous opposition groups to have sprung up in response to the country's current difficulties.
By and large these people want to maintain socialism in one form or another and the thought of being swallowed up by West Germany, with problems of unemployment, homelessness and drug abuse, fills them with horror.
But they will tell you that every day longer that their government resists reforms, more people who essentially think as they do will give up and say: "To hell with it, we would be better under rule from Bonn."
These are the people who could be East Germany's hope for the future, but there is no sign of the government entering a dialogue with them.
Those arriving at Hof say it is too late anyway. They even report people lining the route of the trains in East Germany waving and clapping and holding placards saying: "We're coming soon."
So spare a thought for Mr Honecker, as he and his ageing Politburo colleagues try to raise a smile later this week.

Hotbed of opposition

East Germany's 77-year-old leader suffered and was imprisoned under the Nazis.
How could it open its borders and introduce free market structures but maintain its separateness from West Germany? He devoted the rest of his life to building the first state of workers and peasants on German soil, only to be abandoned by their children and told by those who stayed they have had enough. What can the little man from the Saarland do?
If he continues to resist reform, the mood of the people, dark enough as it is, will only get worse. But if he grasps the nettle and does what everyone, save his own ideological advisers, is telling him to do, what will become of East Germany?
How could it open its borders and introduce free market structures but maintain its separateness from West Germany?
As one senior East German politician recently put it: "If we give up socialism, we give up our reason to exist."
As the world asks itself how many more birthdays East Germany can look forward to, I cannot help wondering what Mr Honecker really feels about the man from Moscow who will be sharing the podium with him in a few days' time.
For all the bombast and rhetoric fired in the direction of the imperialist West during the current crisis, it is Mr Gorbachev, of course, who is really to blame for East Germany's predicament.
It is his glasnost and perestroika that have brought the trouble.
One wonders what he must be thinking, as the Soviet Union's most docile and reliable ally becomes suddenly a hotbed of opposition and unrest.