SteveNOTsolostandlonelyinlondon

How it is. Occassional thoughts, occassional moments, from a London gay man... 'A perfect day, a perfect night..' If only... I`m all fingers 'n' thumbs...

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Chilled cd-aholic, music,reading, travel, socialising,chatting to everybody about all sorts of bizarre stuff, but always with a big grin ;) oh and being gay, though it`s not a profession; just who i am :)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

:)

This is not a sad post, it`s a happy one because i have fine friends :)

Pet Shop Boys

`Email`

Communication's never been
as easy as today
and it would make me happy
when you've gone so far away
if you'd send me an e-mail
that says 'I love you'
Send me an e-mail
that says 'I love you'

Now time and distance melt away
No digital delay
And some things
can be written down
that we're too shy to say
Send me an e-mail
that says 'I love you'
Send me an e-mail
that says 'I love you'

There may be other
temptations in your life
Don't want to add more
complications to your life
but I'm sending this e-mail
to say 'I love you'

Now there's a ghost
within this house
You're haunting me tonight
I'm looking at some photographs
and thinking that I might
jump on a plane
and surprise you where
you are
but do you want me there?
I'm so insecure
but one thing would make me sure
if you'd
send me an e-mailthat says 'I love you'
Send me an e-mail
that says 'I love You'


`HERE`

We all have a dream
of a place we belong
The fire is burning
and the radio's on
Somebody smiles
and it means "I love you"
but sometimes we don't notice
when the dream has come true

You've got a home here
Call it what you want
You've got a home here
to return to
when you can't
face the world and you need
some support to succeed
You've got a home

We all make a mess
of our lives from time to time
It's part of the process
that you stumble as you climb
And if you ever feel
the pain is far too big a deal
I say with pride
I'll be on your side

You've got a home here
Call it what you want
You've got a home here
You're gonna want it when you can't
face the world and you need
some support to succeed
You've got a home

S xx

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Saturday says...

hello,

I had a charming, funny day today after a couple of downbeat ones...
Met Kristof, me lovely poof pal from Budapest at Stansted Airport at some godforsaken hour and giggled our way into London Liverpool St. on the most bone shaking of rattling and humming trains - the poor, ancient things! Stansted Express indeed! Balls...Anyway we had a lovely, silly day mooching about London and (VERY) late lunched at the Back Cap in Camden before haunting a few dodgy cheap cd shops. Luv it :). It was so nice to just laugh and giggle about stuff and be entirely silly - giggle.
Me got (as pressies),

~ Hungarian fags ~

~ Rare Eurythmics `Don`t ask me why` boxset cd single :) :) ~

Me bought in dodgy, cheap cd shops,

~ Athlete ~ `Vehicles & Animals` (`U got the style`)

~ Starsailor ~ `Silence is easy` (`4 to the floor`!)

~ The Fatima Mansions ~ `Bertie`s brochures`

An utter classic!!

~Aww bless ~

S x

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

:)

:)

Me be back...
U know what i mean...

:)

S XX

The Killers Lyrics

All These Things That I've Done Lyrics




When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier...

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Over and out, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done

If you can hold on
If you can hold on

Fabulous :) !!

S xx

Monday, June 06, 2005

this week i have...

HELLO!

This week i have been mostly...

LISTENING TO -

Heaven 17 - Best of + remixes

Act - Laughter, Tears & Rage: The Anthology

dEUS - No More Loud Music

Pulp - Countdown

Billy Mackenzie - Outernational + Remixes

READING -

Ben Watt - Patient

Jo Slee -Peepholism - Into The Art of Morrissey

and mainly having a giggle with assorted pals at a birthday party in an allotment...don`t ask! It was a good old giggle, believe me...and this guy, who is just lovely :) :)
Lucky old me :)
I start new job soon, so at least i will have a bit more cash and get back to normal service, just weeks away now :)

So yay for the summer!

:)

S X