Hellooo!!!!!! (out there...?)

I`m having a funny old few days...
It`s weird (but is it really...?), i am soo sensitive to what people say...sometimes i LOVE that, sometimes i hate it....i suppose in real - REALITY i am massively glad that i am that way inclined...i would really..well, HATE it that i WASN`T sensitive towards others. It just seems the norm to me...and that`s all...
I am REALLY missing Jean-Pierre too, what does that say? Am i ``in love``...it would be nice...and prolly needed! I LOVE being IN LOVE, that`s it...It makes me feel secure...special and wanted and it`s always what i need. `Coz i do not usually feel that way. He`s a sweetie, he really is. I just hate being so bloody English and incapable of truly expressing what i feel...and want. O, it`s crap really...but hey!
My good friend was peed-off with me too, sorry but i can`t help being me...

lol

S x