How sucketh London..a story in a million parts..

Well what can i say? London...or rather the small bit of the west of it that i inhabit does! I have learnt after returning from living abroad for a few yrs, then returning to it and then `holidaying` back where i used to live (Polska/Hungary) over the last 1.5 yrs, that London actually does suck in the extreme!
It`s hideously expensive, not very friendly, far too big and if u do not earn vast amounts of cash is totally unaffordable - unless u wish to live a hermits life or r in a fabulous relationship, two things that i seem destined not to have!
I just spent 1 and a bit weeks in my `2nd home`, Budapest. I enjoyed being there so very much. This wasn`t just down to dear friends and lovers....(Chris, Doug, Jac`s and esp` Cornelio.... u all know who u r!), i seem to have a very real affinity with this place and always feel comfortable there. It`s beautiful and i just relish being there.

SHOULD I MOVE BACK?

HELP ME GUYS????!!!!

I think i would like to........

I cannot stand where i am at the moment, i would much rather lose a bit of money and be a bit more happy and a bit less lonely.....o dear i can be a glum old bugger....but there it is..
On a more positive note - My dear darling boy Cornelio has helped me yet again by linking me up (see right side of me BLOG), with lots of fab links that i love...I am just not yet the techno beast i wish to be. Cheers C, ur a love......and he is!

xx`s

Steve