Back to work...

Well it`s been an illness week - bah! I have had Tonsillitis yet again (WHEN will the crap NHS finally deem my throat important enough to have the fuckers removed - I hate my tonsils!). So spent most of the week indoors recuperating. Being ill is deathly dull and can bring me down so much - too much time to sit around and think.....
Had interview today, wasn`t so bad, dunno what i was panicking about really...then again i panic about everything!
But today has been a weird one, i have had a headache ALL day, didn`t want to take a painkiller in case in interferes with the antibiotics for my tonsils.. so i have grinned (not) and bared it. I have felt so weird today - listless and as if i am about to burst into tears all the day.
Went for a walk mid-evening, but Hounslow is such a dreary place that it only really made me feel worse.....
Why am i such a miserable bastard at times? I don`t always feel like this, in fact it is fairly rare. But when i am low, i am LOW...
Back to work after illness days off tommorrow...at least i`ll be occupied...god, that makes me sound like a public convenience!!

xx`s

Steve